Saturday, February 18, 2012

Home and working...

I have been wearing a lot of hats (job wise) lately. They say that it is almost impossible to find work in Michigan. That to me is a rather funny statement. Because in the very short amount of time (1 1/2 months) that I have been home and off the road, I have had 4 jobs total. Even tho I have a job right now, it is not quite covering all the expenses of the house. But of all the jobs I have had in the last month or so, the one I am at right now is the highest paying and with the most hours.
I just needed to get that out... My newest trick to finding a job that you could actually like working is to take the jobs that you can get in order to fund finding the job you want.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Thoughts From Abraham Lincoln

       As we go thru this year we are going to be bombbarded by politcal ads trying to sway our vote in one direction or the other. We have politicians that regard themselves as "Reagan Conservatives", "Tea Party Conservatives" and our President seems to think of himself as Abraham Lincoln reincarnated. Whether you are Democrat or Republican, I think we can all agree that this is the greatest country on the planet. Sure we have a long ways to go, but we're the best there is right now. Yes, our economy is in the toilet and good paying jobs are hard to come by. Gas prices are too high and home foreclosures seem to be the new trend. Through all this tho we must remember that it is we the people that make this country what it is. It is our own code of living and moral ethics that are being shown in mass. We have fallen away from the standards pf our grandparents and have fallen into a trap of entitlement. We want to have 6 weeks of paid vacation and then when we do work we don't put our best work into the product.  There was a time when American made was equal to quality. There was a time when you wouldn't think of buying something made in Japan, Korea, Taiwan, or any other Oriental country. There was a time when if you bought something from Europe then that meant that you had accumulated some wealth. There was a time when you referred to something of great quality as the "cadilac" of that product. Now cringe at the thought of buying something that is simply assembled in America. After all most the components in your "American made" product were made over-seas.
       One would almost say that I have a problem with American made products. No I don't. I would love to buy truly American made things. Unfortunatly that seems nearly impossible these days. We have out sourced not only tech support, but also, manufacturing, production, food growth, and soon even the transportation industry will be outsourced.
       January 27th, 1837 infront of a young mens group in Springfield, IL. a young aspiring attorney made a speech about "The Perpetuation of our Political Institutions". It was a rather long winded speech in which he covered alot of topics. Many more than just politics. I would like to reveal some quotes of this young lawyer that we all know and most of us adore, Abraham Lincoln. You can judge for yourself if anything he said in 1837 might apply to todays world that we live in. You decide if it might show the hint of a different standard of living. I will try to present these in the context that they were meant to be in.
       "At what point then is the approach of danger to be expected? I answer, If it ever reach us it must spring up amongst us; it cannot come from abroad. If destruction be our lot we must ourselves be it author and finisher. As a nation of freemen we must live through all time, or die by suicide."
       In regards to a few atrocious acts of violence in the world at that time, (the hanging of gamblers, the burning at the stake of a suspected murderer, and slaves and strangers being lynched for conspiricy of running to freedom) the future president had this to say. "When men take it in their heads to-day to hang gamblers or burn murderers, they should recollect that in the confusion usually attending such transactions, they will be as likely to hang or burn someone who is neither gambler nor a murderer as one who is, and that, acting upon the example they set, the mob of tommorow may, and probably will, hang or burn some of them by the very same mistake."
      And he also said, "By such examples, by instances of the perpatrators of such acts going unpunished, the lawless in spirit are encourage to become lawless in practice; and having been used to no restraint but dread of punishment, they thus become absolutely unrestrained."
      He was concerned that the country that he loved was in such danger 175 years ago that he warned them exactly what would happen. His warning was worded this way, "I know the American People are much attached to their Government;—I know they would suffer much for its sake;—I know they would endure evils long and patiently, before they would ever think of exchanging it for another. Yet, notwithstanding all this, if the laws be continually despised and disregarded, if their rights to be secure in their persons and property, are held by no better tenure than the caprice of a mob, the alienation of their affections from the Government is the natural consequence; and to that, sooner or later, it must come."
     Future President Lincoln had the answer to this problem tho. It was really quite simple. I think he covers the bases rather well. "The answer is simple. Let every American, every lover of liberty, every well wisher to his posterity, swear by the blood of the Revolution, never to violate in the least particular, the laws of the country; and never to tolerate their violation by others. As the patriots of seventy-six did to the support of the Declaration of Independence, so to the support of the Constitution and Laws, let every American pledge his life, his property, and his sacred honor;—let every man remember that to violate the law, is to trample on the blood of his father, and to tear the character [charter?] of his own, and his children’s liberty. Let reverence for the laws, be breathed by every American mother, to the lisping babe, that prattles on her lap—let it be taught in schools, in seminaries, and in colleges;—let it be written in Primmers, spelling books, and in Almanacs;—let it be preached from the pulpit, proclaimed in legislative halls, and enforced in courts of justice."
     I think that these are some very fine points that he made all those years ago and I think that we are facing a similar problem with our country today. We have not been vigilant in keeping our standards high. We have lost the pride of simply being an American. When our ancestors came to this country they couldn't wait to learn to speak english. They brought their own flavors and customs to this great melting pot, but they worked long and hard to earn their citizenship. Those of us that were born here and many of the immagrants that come here today have forgotten the sacrifices that made this country great. It was the personal sacrifices that each person made for the betterment of this country. From the soldiers of the revolution, to the brothers fighting each other in the civil war, to the Rosie the rivaters that helped here at home during World War II. These are OUR people. These are the great Americans that loved liberty and sacrificed for it. What have you done to keep your freedom. They earned it for us, now we have to work to keep it. Ask yourself, "Is the country going in the direction that I want it to?" If that answer is no, then its up to you to change it. One voice among many can catch like wildfire.
     If you'd like to read more of Lincolns speechs then find a copy of  Abraham Lincoln, complete works, comprising his speeches, letters, state papers, and miscellaneous writings.  I found it on google books and I'm sure you could too.
                                                                                                     -Chuck

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

The Enemy Within.

As I sit here in my company yard in Irving Texas, I ponder things to write about. I spent my morning being productive and giving road tests to company new comers while my truck was in the shop for day number 4. I sit here and wonder why it's taking so long to fix a problem that I could literally do in 5 minutes with a screwdriver. Then I take a look at my experience this morning. I had to fail one new comer on his backing test. I had no choice. I had to suggest that he be put with a trainer for a week or two and the company decided to send him packing. After my next test period I went in to use the restroom and who should corner me... Mr. Failure. He then proceeded to "chew" me out accusing me of mistreating him because of his race. Go figure. His ineptness translates into me being racist. I would say that I was offended that he accused me of being racist, but I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am not.
   The fact of the matter is that no body seems to be willing to admit their own deficiencies. When they can't measure up to the requirements, they want to blame somebody other than themselves. Doesn't matter if it's the mechanic, the cashier, the schoolteacher, or even the President. They all want to blame their mistakes on someone else. Where does the buck stop? Why, if you can't fix a problem, would you blame somebody else? I'm sure that I've done it as well, and it's something that I'm going to have to watch out for in the future. We all need to make sure that we can handle taking the blame on ourselves. We are after all our biggest enemy.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Am I really?

As today progressed, I cant help but wonder... what is wrong with me?
Here I sit in my home, I'm warm, I'm fed, and I am safe, and all I could think was, it is all so overwhelming!
Now, I know that I have ranted to a very select few about how irritated I was with all of these people complaining about their "normal lives." Also, in the past I have gotten down right pissed at some (I need not mention names) thinking that their problems were mountains when (from the outside) I saw them as mole hills. So now it is time for me to eat some crow. I was wrong. I was wrong because I didn't understand all the factors that go into making the problems that people face as big as they are. From the outside, we see all that could be fixed. And as outsiders, we don't understand that we can not make people see a truth that they do not or can not see. This doesn't make us wrong or them right... (or vice versa) it just means that we all see the same things differently.
I have been, since Saturday, emptying boxes of stuff. Some things I love, some things I hate, some things i can honestly say that I am in the middle. But I can also honestly say, that I went to fast. I am trying to put a house together to make a living space for my loved ones and myself, and I have created a mess! Now, please do not misunderstand me, I am doing my best not to complain about all that I have. I am learning that I am just like all the others.
Though a truely bad example, I have been watching all of my nearest and dearest of friends and family, people I love and people that I am friends with because they know people that I know and love, on facebook complain about freezers thawing for no good reason, laundry day came to soon, bills came to soon, Monday came to soon and so on and so forth while I was out over the road. Even though I thought I could empathize with them about their unique situations, I also got angry and them for not being thankful enough to have what they did. My coveted "normal life". Now I am home, I have the stress of bills... yes. I have the stress of not yet having a job... yes. I have the stress of a persnickity furnace... yes. My life is getting closer to "normal" and I am scared! I am scared of normal!
In my rush to create a normal existance for my family, I traveled into boxes and boxes of things, items and keepsakes that, though some of them do belong to me, I have no place for them. I go thru them over and over. I look at them and (sometimes even out loud) ask things where they are supposed to be... (the silence of my belongings is maddening!!!) and I say this all to bring myself back to my original thoughts. Im just like all of the rest of the people in the world!


If you understand me, you are doing better then I am...

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Taxed Again?

     I know that taxes are the way that the federal, state, and local governments pays for things. I know its because of our hard spent tax dollars that we have a great military, police, and fire department. I know that it is those tax dollars that pay for great things like the roads we drive on and sewers that keep us "civilized". I know the benefits of our government's spending. Do you realize just how often we're taxed tho? I bet most of you readers don't. Not only do we pay a federal income tax, but in some states we have a state income tax. Some states have a sales tax. In Missouri, we had to pay a tax on the things that we owned previous to that year. Then there's property taxes, license fees, plates for your vehicles, and lets not forget the mandated car insurance. If you choose to smoke or drink, then you pay a tax for that. Some cities have their own taxes as well. There's a state and federal fuel tax that we all pay at the pump, then us truckers have to pay a highway usage tax.
   Alot of people say, " Well, those road taxes don't apply to me." WRONG. All these things are passed on to other people thru the price of your own goods on the shelf. Then there are also payroll taxes, medicare, social security, death taxes, inheritance taxes and so on. I think you get the idea. So if we're taxed on so many things then why is it that our country is in debt up to our perverbial eye-balls.
   While some of this "revenue" is used for the true necessities I think more Americans would be surprised to hear that $10,000,000 was used to remake "Sesame Street" for children in Pakistan. Who knew that Big Bird cost big bucks? Or heres one for my fellow Michiganders, $75,000 to promote awareness about the role Michigan plays in producing Christmas trees & poinsettias. How did that help Michigans economy? While there's been rumors of $500 hammers and $10,000 toilet seats for years, we simply set by, throw our hands in the air and say "Well, that's government." How else could we possibly be more apathetic. Now Senator Coburn has put together a report of wastefull spending in the billions and we still set there? You want to complain about lowering taxes? You want to complain about Government spending? How bout we do something about it? How bout we take our bloated government back from the hands of the greedy, wastefull, legacy politicians! Why is it that you wouldn't make a better congress man or woman? Why is it you need money to run for office? This is a country where ANYONE can be a part of government! This is a country where ANYONE can make a true change, and offer true hope. We have cast our eyes on those that have led us down the wrong path. Career politicians can't offer hope, change, jobs, stronger housing, stronger economy.
WE THE PEOPLE. That's where the hope starts!
IN ORDER TO FORM A MORE PERFECT UNION. It doesn't matter if your a republican, democrat, libertarion, or independent. Lets become united! That's the change needed.
ESTABLISH JUSTICE. We need to stop focusing on what is "fair" but focus on what is just and right. It's not right that you were allowed to take out that loan that you could never afford to pay back.
INSURE DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY. Insurance does not provide, it insures against failure. You are not promised domestic tranquility, just the insurance for it.
PROVIDE FOR THE COMMON DEFENSE. We do have a government that is to defend its people from harm. That is why we have the military we do have.
PROMOTE THE GENERAL WELFARE. Again this is not a gauruntee that you will fare well, it is simply to encourage it This is not a lisence to give you your needs or desires, simply giving you the means to provide them yourself.
 and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. 
  This is what our forefathers meant when they drew up our constitution over 200 years ago. This is what made this country great and what can bring it back to that greatness. But we mustn't leave this dear and great responsibility to our current politicians. We need to stand up and fill their seats with our bodies. It's time for the common man to take back this country. No where does it say you need a law degree to be a Congressman or Senator. No where does it say you have to have served in the military. No where does it say that you must make alot of money. There are simple age and citizenship restrictions. Think the founding fathers knew what the were doing when they made it so easy to qualify for the positions?  This government was formed by the thoughts and ideas of farmers, soldiers, businessmen and inventors. They were normal men with grand ideas. Let's revive that grand idea. We are Americans, the greatest people on this planet!     -Chuck

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

More Political Ranting (Pt. 1)

Today as I drove from Utah to California I had a few chances to listen to some news. One of the major topics was that Iran is now threatening our Navy about being in the Mediterainian Sea. All I could think about was the neighborhood bully that thought he could boss all the rest of us around, even when you weren't in his back yard. Since when did Iran control the entire middle east? I thought there were several other countries there besides Iran. Hearing all this brought me to a steaming point that I think our government is again failing on. So here it goes!
     I believe that first and foremost we need to bring our soldiers and sailors home. We have even gone so far as to send our National Gaurd into war zones! How are they gaurding are nation when they are over seas? So, first off bring them all home. We are not the world police force. We are a sovereign nation and need to start acting like it. We need to stop meddling in everyone elses business and take care of our own. Close down 50% of our overseas bases and bring the other 50% down to operating status only. Skeleton crew. Office personal and a small (500 man) security force on said bases. All the rest of our military ground forces come home. They have work to do here.
     Step two, continue training exercises thru out all military branches and make them the elite fighting force that they once were. When they're not off training they would be protecting our borders. Build barracks every couple of miles along our border and have the soldiers patrol the area between the barracks. No need for a fence, and I would love to see the looks on the faces of the drug smuggler/ illeagal trying to cross the border when they see American troops greet them on the other side. Post soldiers in every airport/ customs checkpoint and every shipping port. All the while training those not assigned to those posts.
      Step three, when some foreign entity decides they want to start trouble with us or our allies, we take our entire fighting force over, filling every street, and quelch their desire to threaten us again. Then back to step one.
    Let these arrogant fools know who they're messing with! We are the greatest nation in the world and we wont even protect ourselves for fear of hurting someones feelings. Tough! Israel is a nation that deals with terrorists on a daily basis and yet they have the safest airport in the world. Why? Racial profiling? Bomb sniffing dogs? Soldiers standing on every corner of the airport? Hmmm... maybe because they're not afraid of hurting your feelings when they tell you your getting your bag checked. Maybe because they don't have to strip search old women.
     That is homeland security. That is standing up for ourselves. That is how we protect ourselves and prove to others that we mean business. There should be no question where we stand and who we stand with. We have no need to pick a fight. We just need to go back to "walk softly and carry a big stick".  Maybe this seems a little bold to you. Let me hear your thoughts. Let me hear your feelings. Better yet, let your government know your thoughts and feelings.    -Chuck

Monday, January 2, 2012

New Beginnings in a New Year (My political rant)

Well, another new year is upon us and with it comes a fresh start, so to speak. I am starting this new year on a new adventure that I've actually conquered a few times before, but for some reason it keeps rearing it's ugly head. I'm once again a solo truck driver. I'm hoping that by the middle of this year that will be no more. My team-mate/ wife has decided that it is time for her to spend more time off the road and with her children. I can't complain about that. It's something that we've been working toward for a good long while. Now we have secure housing, a semi secure financial statement, and she is looking for work to help improve that and hopefully get me home with her on a more permanent basis.
    As this last year has gone by, I've done allot of contemplating for our future. I don't mean just for my families future. I'm talking about the future of this country. I've sat by idly watching as our politicians strap us tax payers with more national debt, our economy go completely out of control, all the while having dear friends fighting in wars that should have ended years ago. All of these circumstances have really got the grey matter whirring. The brain juices have been over flowing. I believe that I have a few good ideas that could help matters if not on a national level then at the very least a more state/ local level.
    Please feel free to give feed back as I do a little to try and bring my thoughts to written word. A task that is really more daunting than many may think.
     First of all, lets start on the oldest issue on the books. The Iraq and Afghanistan wars.
     I fully understand why we went into Afghanistan. It was to flush out the terrorists that were responsible for the attacks on 9/11. While finding a 6 foot something tall man hiding in a network of caves proved more difficult than we first thought, we did capture/ kill allot of the network that he was leading. We haven't exterminated them all, for they seem to be like roaches in a New York City sewer system. Just when you think you've wiped out more than enough, a whole new colony appears. I believe that the mistake we made was declaring a war on terrorism. I said it the day it was declared and still believe it. You can't declare war on an idea. That's all terrorism is, is an idea. There have always been terrorist and always will be terrorist. When declaring that war, we set ourselves up for a war that would never end. When you cut one head off three more seem to pop up and we are not dragon slayers (no matter what the Marine Corps. t.v. ads might show).
     As for the campaign in Iraq, well, who's to say there weren't WMD's there? They had been playing a cat and mouse game with U.N. Nuclear Regulatory committee for years. I personally believe that they played a great shell game and moved them else where anytime the regulators showed up. I think that most people would agree that Saddam Husein was a madman that needed to be captured and held for his crimes against his own people. I don't however think that it is the U.S. militaries role to help them form a new government put our boys in danger to bring it into order. If I have read our history books right, then freedom comes for those that are willing to fight for it. Our forefathers fought for our freedom from the English rulers and our ancestors are also the ones who protected during the wars on our own land. It is not our business to be over there training police officers, or their military to defend what they want. It's none of our business.
    Now on to the economy. I think that something the people of this country have lost sight of is that it is not governments role to regulate our economy. Government cannot help the economy in any way other than taxes and their own bloated spending. I have an idea that I'm not sure would work or not and would love to hear the ideas and opinions of others. First of all, throw out the tax codes as they are. One thing all these politicians have lost sight of is that it is unconstitutional to levy a income tax. No where did are founding fathers institute that and I'm sure they would be rolling in their graves to see how out of control this government has become. What if instead of taxing ourselves on the money we make, the money we save, and the money we spend, we simply come up with a annual tax for just being an American. I'm talking about a flat, across the board tax, for the privilage of living in the greatest country in the world. I don't know what that number would be, and yes their would be exceptions for the elderly, or physically/ mentally ill. Other than that, every man woman and child would be charged a tax. For example, your average, healthy adult is expected to pay $1,000.00 a year in taxes, but for a average healthy child, only $500.00 a year would be levied to the custodial parents till that child is 18 years of age, then it would be raised to the adult tax, no exceptions. For the physically or mentally ill, it would be a lifetime $500.00 annually. And for those serving in our military fulltime home or abroad, no taxes charged for the entire immediate family (spouse and children) the duration of their chosen service. Oh and lets not forget our elders. After the age of 70 you pay no tax for the rest of your life. Consider it your consulation prize for being a great American citizen. I know this plan could use some tweaking, but that's the basis of it. Let's hear your thoughts.
     Do you really expect that any president, republican or democrat is going to provide you with a job? Think again. The only thing they can do is make those that do provide jobs feel a magnetic pull to keep jobs here in the states. How do they do that? They do that by making it easier for a company to make a profit here in the states. Lowering tax rates on business is a start, but there's so much more that can be done. Temporarily close down our foreign trade lanes while we get things straightened out here in our own country. What is free trade? How is it benefiting American workers? We need to reconsider these thing and make this country a more productive, business friendly climate. You want a job Mr./ Mrs. "Occupier" then create your own business and compete in the free market. Build a better mouse trap and see what happens to your own bank account. Don't hate on the wealthy because you want what they have. Nobody gave it to them. They worked for it and earned it with their own sweat, blood, and tears. There are NO free lunches!
    Now for the national debt crisis. Do you really think we can continue racking up debt with other countries and not have to feel the pains of bankruptcy? Haven't we learned anything from the "housing bubble"? How many of our congress felt the pain in their hearts as they packed up their things from their house because they over extended their checkbook? Maybe they should have felt that pain. Maybe they need to come down from their ivory towers and actually see what's happening with the people they claim to represent. How many times have you ever been called by your senator or congress person so they could explain a bill that is going up for vote and ask your opinion. I thought this was a country of the people, by the people and for the people. Instead we have given it to corporate barons and thieves. We have politicians that have never done anything but. We have "legacy" politicians. Do you really think these people are in touch with the average "Joe the plumber" or "Tom on the assembly line"? How many of these politicians have ever earned a callus on their hands from an honest days work for an honest days wage? Not many I bet.
     We as a nation need to wake up from our apathy. Starting with me. We need to not care about what celebrity is doing what, or who's sports team is doing better. This was once a nation of great thinkers and inventors. Henry Ford, Thomas Edison, Alexander Graham Bell. We have gotten slack in our ways and we are now paying the price. I challenge each of you as John F. Kennedy did, "Ask not what your country can do for you, but ask what you can do for your country." What are you going to do not only for yourself, but for your neighbor, your boss, the homeless at the shelter, the stranger in line in front of you?  Don't you have enough stuff? Do you really need to be entertained? Do something this year, 2012, to help your community, your state, and your nation. It truly can be "One small step for man".
 Please feel free to leave your questions and comments. And keep an eye out for Chuck Sherwood, he's working toward some goals. Thanks for reading. -Chuck

Friday, December 30, 2011

His Plan

As I sit here in a "drivers lounge" at a truck dealer I keep thinking to myself "Why did I ever get into this industry?" Those of you that know me know that I am not a person that likes to be by themself. I used to be a very social person surrounded by my friends and family, but for the last 12 years I've been out here away from those that I care the most about. I could say that I was driven to it for the money, but honestly I think it has cost me more than I could have made by having a career at home. I could say I did it for the freedom, but that's not true either. I'm tied to the truck whenever I'm out here to make sure that dispatch can keep track of me and the load. Well I must have done it for the scenic views and gorgeous sunrises and sunsets. While I have to admit we live in the most beautiful country on the planet, I feel as tho it's part of my soul now, I know I haven't seen it all, but the beauty of it all seems to have worn thin on me. So, if none of these were the reason, then why?
    I think that the reason I came out here was several fold. I did it because I thought it was the best way to take care of my family. And I lost them. I did it for the financial security. And I've done all but go bankrupt. I did it to calm a "restless spirit". And found out that spirit was youthfull energy that has since been sapped away. I did it because I was uncontent in the state that I was. I didn't listen to wise council or to the small still voice inside me. I could blame others, but the truth of the matter is, they were my own personal choices. My own foolish choices.
    Granted hindsight is 20/20. I know now that they were foolish. At the time I thought I had the world in the palm of my hand. I didn't need anyones advice. I was wiser than the wisest of council. I knew this career would be a great boost in my life! How much more wrong could I have been? So, I've learned my lesson, right? Unfortunatly, probably not. I know that I have alot more hard lessons in my life. I know that I'm going to make more foolish choices. No matter how hard I try to listen to wise council, it seems my actions turn the other direction. Will I ever learn? Probably not.
    My one comfort in all this is that no matter what foolish choices I have made, God has somehow used them to teach me a lesson. I may be wierd but I find it fun and entertaining to look over my past and see how hard I've tried to screw it up, and God still uses it for His good plan. Odd, I know, but it keeps me in awe of His power and Glory. I would challenge each reader of this to take a look at their past, the lessons learned, and see how God has used that to His plan.
                                                                                              -Chuck

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Catching up, once again.

Wow, it's been over 2 months since I've written anything. I guess that's part of the problem with my life, there's so much going on I rarely have a chance to write about it. That could be a good thing or bad. Take it as you will. I'll try not to bore anyone with the details except to say not alot of road has been covered even tho we've been busy. There are some new developments tho that I would like my readers (all 3 of you) to be aware of. After our hometime for the Christmas Holidays I will be venturing out on my own in the trucking world, again. It's more out of necessity than desire. Or maybe a healthy mixture of both. Allie is having the desire to spend more time with her kids, and who could blame her? They're awesome little squirts. And unfortunatly we aren't quite ready for me to stay home with her, here at the house. We both hope it won't be long before that is able to happen but for the time being, it's just not possible. So, that might afford me more time to write. Lucky you. You might now get to hear all my political ranting and raving, my ideas for helping the economy, the presidental race, and maybe some stories from the road. I've never been one with too many stories from the road tho, because I generally keep to myself out there. Turns out that's what keeps me out of trouble. I am also hoping to get back into my daily devotions and to quit smoking once and for all. THESE ARE NOT NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS. These are things that I should be doing anyway and have neglected way to long. I will be keeping the computer open in the sleeper of the truck to remind me that I need to do this whole blog thing more frequently. So, thats a quick update on the future... if that's possible. As for the last two months? Well, we made it home for all the major holidays (first time in 10 years) and while home we've been working on the house. We now have a stove, refridgerator, and a furnace. We're still saving up money to get the washer dryer and 2 more reliable vehicles. We'd like to keep the pickup, but need something with a little more pulling power and something else that will fit the whole family. As for the washer and dryer, well, cheap is the biggest attraction. The house is coming along slowly but is starting to really come together. we no longer have to walk around with shoes on thanks to new flooring in the first floor. S

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Aching Body, Inner Peace.

As I sit here in my newly floored kitchen, I sit and think about my life thus far. It's had more ups and down than the worlds greatest roller coasters. I've been in love, had my heart broken, felt days of unsurpassed joy, and those that I swore the light at the end of the tunnel was an oncoming train. In all this I look back and see how God has used every moment, every messed up decision I've made, every waivering step to bring to where I am today and make me the man I am. We all have our trials and tribulations and none seem greater than our own, untill we really look deeply at other peoples lives. Then we see that we don't really have it that bad.
For all the mistakes and miss steps that I've made in my life, God has still used it to His glory and His honor. Some how, some way, He takes it all and makes it better. He does so much more than kiss my boo boos. He uses them to make me a better person. This makes me so thankful to be taken care of by the Creator. I know that no matter what, He's got my back. "When God is for us, who can stand against us?"
Today my body is aching from the hard work we did yesterday laying the new flooring in our kitchen. I would normally be complaining about it, but I find no reason to complain. Instead, I'm taking a different perspective on it. I consider it a blessing that I have a kitchen to lay flooring in. I look back on the past 2 or 3 years and can't hardly believe where we are today. 3 years ago I was going thru physical therapy after 2 surgeries on my back. Laid up in an apartment, hundreds of miles from family and friends, and not seeing much of a future for myself. Now here I sit in my debt free home, in a kitchen that, while not fully furnished, is paid for. I have an awesome wife, 2 step children that adore me, and am surrounded by family and friends that truly care how we are.
I still find it hard to look at my job as a blessing, because it takes me away from where I want to be, but I know that my Creator will use this time as a sharpening stone in my life as well. I have to just let Him finish knocking the rough edges off. This is where I find my peace to keep plugging away at my "dead-end, no end in sight, no promotion possible" j-o-b. I know that He has put me there for a reason during this time, and I just need to be thankful to be working at all.
So all in all, my aching body never felt so good!

Sunday, September 4, 2011

My Study of Women in the Bible.

This month I have been studying the Book of Esther. An interesting account of a very young, and very beautiful lady who, by the will of God, becomes a queen and saves her people from being butchered.

I am not going to assume that those who might be interested in reading this blog have also read the book of Esther.

The Book of Esther starts with King Ahasuerus giving a feast for all of his officials and servants. All of the power of the land that he controlled was in attendance. At the same time the Queen Vashti had made a similar feast for the wives and the women of the land. On one of the days that the celebrating was happening King Ahasuerus decided to have his wife join him where he was and sent for her. When she refused to leave where she was, the King got furious. He asked his advisers what way she should be punished. His advisers saw that the queen by refusing to obey her King had mocked him and made a fool of him. Fearing that the other women of the land would follow in the queen's example, they advised him to banish the queen from himself and replace her with a beautiful and obedient queen. So King Ahasuerus did just this.

After his temper wore itself down, he sent his eunuchs to fetch the most beautiful virgins that his land had to offer.

Now in the town of Susa lived Esther and her cousin Mordecai. Since Esther's parents had died, Mordecai took her in as his own daughter. He had taught her to conceal that she was a Jew when she was taken from her home to be in the contest of beautiful virgins.

She pleased everyone around her and ended up becoming queen.

Shortly after Esther became queen, Mordecai overhears a plot to kill the King by two eunuchs that were furious with him. Mordecai told Esther, Esther told the King and after investigation found Mordecai's claim to be true and the two eunuchs were hung. The king had it written into his chronicles.

Now Around the same time, King Ahasuerus promoted Haman to set above all the princes, officials and council around him. This being so, the people of the land were to bow to him. Mordecai however didn't and this made Haman mad. When Mordecai was asked why he didn't bow to Haman he answered that he was a Jew and didn't have to. So Haman decided that ALL Jews needed to be killed. So Haman went to the king and told him that there was a pesky people that were spread through his land that lived by their own laws and that it was not PROFITABLE for them to remain in the King's land. So King Ahasuerus assigned Haman to take care of it. Now Haman decided to send letters to all of the towns, provinces, cities and villages in his land instructing that on a single date, every enemy of a Jew was to kill them and take everything they owned. And all of these letters were sealed with the kings royal seal.(making it more or less a command)

When Mordecai and the other Jews heard about this command, they became fretful, and Mordecai requested an audience with Queen Esther and begged her to help her people. Telling her that she could continue to conceal who she was and live but by denying her people she would forfeit her place in the afterlife. So she made a plan and went to the King.

The king seeing her distressed asked her what he could do to ease her pain. She asked to have a banquet with the King and Haman and she would tell all then. So the banquet was held and the king asked again what was troubling her, not knowing how to explain she stalled and asked to have a banquet a second night. The king allowed this.

That night the king wasn't able to sleep, so he had his chronicles read to him. He remembered Mordecai and realized that he had not been honored for this good deed. During this same time Haman and his family were having gallows made for Mordecai to be hung.

The next day Haman was summoned by the King and asked how to best honor someone. Haman thinking that the King was meaning him, he said that the best of honors would be to be ridden through the town on the King's horse wearing the Kings robes, and having all the people of the town praise and bow to him in the streets. Liking this the king commanded Haman to do this for Mordecai immediately. Humiliated and furious, Haman did this and Mordecai was praised and honored through out the town.

That night at the second banquet, the king asked Esther what was troubling her and that he would give what ever she wanted and up to half his kingdom and wealth to fix what was bothering her. So she revealed that she herself was a Jew and that Haman had plotted to have her people murdered. This made the king furious and he had Haman hang on the gallows that Haman had made for Mordecai. Right away letters were written and sent though all the land that the Jews were not to be harmed and that anyone who took up a sword against them would be killed and their land and everything they had would be plundered. This was also written with the king's royal seal.

So as it happened, the day that Haman had set to kill all the Jews arrived and instead of the Jews being killed by their enemies, the Jews were able to defend themselves and kill their enemies instead and plunder them. When news of this reached the King, he asked what she wanted to be done, so she asked that they let it continue one more day. So it did, and for two days the Jews were able and allowed to distroy their enemies. And it was recorded in not only chonicles of the King but also started the Jewish holiday of Purim.

So it also came to pass that Mordecai rose to Haman's possition at King Ahasuerus' side with Queen Esther on the other.



Now the lessons I have learned from this book is that:


  • You may not always be able to clearly see, hear or know God's plan for you, but it will end up being done regardless.

  • You are always in the right place at the right time to do the right thing. But actually doing the right thing is up to you.

  • You can always take a bad situation and make the outcome better then it would have been with a different attitude.

Friday, September 2, 2011

Chuck the "great" story-teller.

Last night while starting off our family devotions I realized that our 6 yr old didn't seem too interested. So I stopped Allie from continueing to read and started scolding both the kids. As I was scolding them, I got to thinking.
First, They are not used to this whole "Bible stuff" because their dad is an atheist and their step mom is a backslidden christian. They've been to church with us a couple of times a few years ago, but this is not a part of their routine.
Second, They're kids! I seriously doubt that I was interested in what the book of Proverbs had to tell me when I was 9 or 6. Even tho Allie and I get alot out of reading and re-reading the book, these kids can hardley understand the language in the ESV translation.
 So, the scolding stopped and I calmed down about it. We stopped the reading all together! Instead I resorted to something that I hope was an effective back up plan for them. I decided to do my best at telling the stories of the old testament instead. Now, it's been years since I've read or heard some of these stories and I'm sure I messed up some of the details, but I did my best from what I could remember. Last night I told the story of Daniel in the lions den, mixed in with Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednigo in the fiery furnace. I thew in a little of King Nebachanezzer turning into the beast as well. Like I said, I'm sure I messed up some of the details. My memory isn't what it used to be and I was working on the fly without time to look up the actual scriptures.
I was amazed to see the transformation. They couldn't pull their eyes off of me the whole time. I had their undivided attention. I used alot of vocal inflections and facial expressions. I had them laughing one moment then scared the next. It was awesome. I knew they were listening because our 6 year old kept asking about Daniel ( I had stopped his story in the middle and went on to the furnace on purpose). She was worried he was going to get eaten by the lions. Then when I paused for dramatic effect during the furnace story, and saying there were 4 people in the fire, she yelled out "It was God protecting them!" All in all I think I got the point across.
So tonight we decided (with the help of my mom) to have a small bonfire in the back yard. After Mom left, the kids both asked if I would retell the story of "King Nebabkinizer". I told them no that I wouldn't tell them that one but I had a new one for them tonight. So, again on the fly, I started the story of Abram and Sarai. I went thru the mountain top sacrifice with Isaac (6 year old was almost in tears) and on thru to Joseph and the coat of many colors. Again, not remembering all the details, but doing my best to wing it and make sure a lesson was taught. Again I had their FULL attention. It was awesome! When I finished up the whole mess of stories, I asked them what we could learn from them and they both nailed it! God protects us even tho he tests us.
On the way back to the house, Allie took me by the hand and told me I was a great story teller. She said that she was just as enthralled as the kids were. Who would have thought that just "winging it" could be so great. I know I messed things up and some of the more strict christians would probably cringe at the mistakes I made, but it was still good enough to get the morals thru to the kids. I guess its the sort of thing that "Veggie Tales" was based off. A loose interpertation of the greatest best seller ever. The Bible.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I know I should be doing something!

Here I am, sitting in my dining room, by myself, and all I can think is that I'm sure there is something that I should be doing. It's midnight local time, the kids are in bed, Allie is upstairs making sure they stay in their rooms/ reading who knows what. And here I sit. I could say that I am just relaxing, but isn't sleep more relaxing? And still here I sit. Winding down? I'm not sure I know what that really means. It's been so long since I've lived a "normal" life. I really and truly don't know what to do with myself. So here I sit, letting my mind wander. Let me say, once that starts going, it's hard to stop it. Yey here I sit. I know that there must be something I should be working on, but I don't dare make any noise and wake the kids. Have I become a work-a-holic? I'm not sure. I've always worked hard. This peace and quiet, tho very nice, is so very unusual. No rumbling of a truck engine, no bouncing in a bunk while I read myself to sleep. I know that some day this will be my life, for I hate the industry I'm in. I know that this is the way life should be. Yet is just seems so calm. So quiet. Has the background noise of my life completely deadened my senses? I'm not sure. I know I like this, but it's sure gonna take some getting used to.
I thank God that I have this peace not only in my house but in my heart. I know that this is right. It just seems so foreign to me. No fighting, crying, whining. A man could really fall in love with life all over again if it were more like this everyday. It's rare that I get these occasions to just sit and think. I could really get used to it. -Chuck

Saturday, July 16, 2011

oops!

i know that i dont get on here nearly enough. and i cant really say that i have tried hard. just been really busy with work, buying and starting to fix the house, kids, hubby, and friends that i do my best to stay in contact with. to be continued.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

My monthly update.

Well, as much as I would like to try and keep up with this thing, it seems I can hardley find the time. I was hoping that I could at least keep up with it on a weekly basis. No such luck. So all of you crazy "Chuck and Allie groupies" will just have to tolerate my tardiness in my update. Since I last wrote we've had alot of changes happen. So listen up.
 We moved out of Joplin, MO. 3 weeks before the devastation of the F-5 tornado that ripped thru there. We know that it was solely God's grace that gave us the oppourtunity to move when we did. You see, almost 3 years ago I injured my back while at work and won a cash settlement in a lawsuit against the company. It was just a waiting game as to when the company would actually pay up. We knew that when we recieved the money we were going to be moving back to michigan, but we were told that we may not get it till June or July. Well by God's grace we recieved the settlement the first week of May. So we took the time off of work to get all our belongings packed up and moved to our storage unit in Michigan. We had originally planned it for the last week of May, but became too excited and just couldnt wait that long. So long story short, we moved out of Joplin 3 weeks before the tornado almost wiped it out.
While in Michigan moving our stuff into storage we called up a realtor and requested to look at 1 house. We immediatly fell in love with this "distressed" foreclosure. We could see the potential in it and it came with six acres! We immediatly made an offer on the house and after over a month of "bartering" with the bank (wich included a credit for stolen plumbing) we closed on the house. So as of June 22, 2011 we became "debt free" home/ land owners. Thanking God all the way to the bank. If you've been following either of us on facebook you know just how excited we are to have this blessing in our lives. As much work as needs to be done, and there is alot, we still know that it is a blessing straight from the hands of God. We could have never done it without His guidance. For the first time in my adult life do I feel like I am truly providing for my wife and kids. No one (except God) will ever be able to take this away from us.
So, as you may see, we've been busy as a hive of bees. We both apologize for not keeping up on this, but, well, you know. We've been busy. Thanks for your patience and for taking the time to read my ramblings. May God bless your homes as much as He's blessed ours.
"As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord." Joshua 24:15

Friday, May 20, 2011

What in the world have you been drinkin?

Ok, so heres the deal. Neither of us have had time to collect even absent minded thoughts long enough to write them down. We both apologize. Anyway, for those of you that might actually care... we have officially moved our stuff from Joplin, MO. back to Swartz Creek, MI. We haven't technically moved yet, in fact we're sorta between housing. So I guess you could say that we're homeless, but it's all ok. We're living in our truck for the time being and have put an offer in on a house. It's a great little 1,400 sq ft. house on 6 acres outside of the Flint, MI. area. If we get the house it's going to be for a total steal! We've already started making plans for bonfires, halloween parties and the such. Needless to say we're a little excited. We should be hearing back about it in the next week. Then it's back to Michigan to close and move in. Oh, and remodel a little bit. Other than that it's just been a hectic life in the truck. Even tho the miles haven't been that great this month, it seems like we're working harder to get them done. Still not sure how that works. We've also started a diet and exercise program. So, yeah, we've sorta been going a little crazy. Trust me tho, its not anything we've been drinkin!

So darn sorry...

I am a little behind... on my writing that is. There are only a few things that have really happened that is even remotely note worthy...
I have realized that I am eating myself to death, so I have gone on a diet (to the relief of my worried husband). Although I started it reluctantly, I am already seeing the benefits. I am hoping that I can lose a noteable amount of weight.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

And the Insanity Continues.

Wow, we've had a couple of really busy weeks. We've been a little too preoccupied to even think about the blog. For this I apologize, well, at least to those that might care. Anyway, In the last couple of weeks, besides work we've, packed up all our belongings into a rental truck, drove from Joplin, MO, to Swartz Creek, MI., and unloaded said rental truck. Visited with some dear friends, looked at a house to buy, put offer in on house and drove back to Joplin in order to go back to work. All this in just 5 days. Now, we get back to work and on the way to Salt Lake City the truck decides to act up. Giving us some down time and me a chance to at least do something on here.I'm a little tired, so I think I'm gonna try and nap, then if there's still enough time, I'll write some more on here. TaTa for now.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

For the very (sort of) time

Chuck, my darling husband is wanting me to get involved in blogging. Ramblings, random thoughts, feelings, and other frantic nothings that happen periodicly throughout my head, or throughout my day (or night as is my case). Um, Here we go. Out of boredom, I decided to re-type the about me in my facebook profile. In it I am fairly straight forward, though even I will admit that some of it seems a little rude. I don't mean to be rude, I just want someone that may not know that part of me to at least see the warning. Kind of a "writing on the wall" sort of thing. Truth is I am not a person that has all of my thoughts easily organized like other people seem to. I am a very scattered person more often then not. I am not stupid or anything like that, I just have a very, very short attention span. Which works great for me in the truck because I don't have to concentrate on one car or truck for to long... I am already feeling like I am not being very good at this. Usually without running feedback it is more difficult to have on running thoughts. But I guess this is supposed to help me collect and zero in on one thought or another. Well lets see how that goes. But enough for now. At least I started. Allie

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Gods looking for "A few good men".

While sitting here in Southern California I decided it would be a good idea to be some what productive with my time, so I decided to do a "little" Bible study. It started out as I was just going to take a few notes on what I was being led to read, and well... it gotta a little outta control. So I figured, this is where I am supposed to publish stuff like that... and well, here we go. Forgive me if the format doesn't quite work or there is some other thing that goes wrong. I am new to this whole blogging thing and still not overly confident in my skills. Anyway, without further adu, here is what started out as a little Bible study. Hope you like it.

God's Looking For "A Few Good Men".
Titus 1:5-9
I. God is looking for good men to be leaders in His church.
       A. vs.5 "appoint elders in every town as I directed you."
               every town would refer to there being local church establishments.
       B. II Tim. 2:2 "entrust to faithful men who will be able to teach others"
       C. I Tim. 1:3 "so that you may charge certain persons not to teach any different doctrine"
       D. Acts 14:23 "And when they had appointed elders for them in every church"
God has called certain people to leadership in their communities. These leaders can be preachers, elders, deacons, or simply influential people in the community around them. As having been gifted with a position of leadership there comes several character traits that are required. These are in the home, church, and local community
II. What defines a "good man" at
    A. Home
        1. "Above reproach"- to not easily find anything to criticize about him. No suspect behavior, 
              above disgrace or shame.
        2. "Husband of one wife"- I don't believe that this is referring to divorce, but rather to an attitude.
              The idea of being so "in love" with your wife divorce doesn't even enter the mind. Being a
              "one woman man", being blinded by the love you have for your wife so much that you don't
               notice other women.
        3."children are believers" why is this important in being a leader? Our children are the one group
            of people that we have influence over from the time they are born. If during there life, they
             haven't seen our faith in us enough to become believers themselves, then we're not doing a
             good job leading our own household.
        4." not open to the charge of debauchery or insubordination"- I think these are the extremes that
              could happen. Obviously if our children are involved in drunkenness and sexual immorality,
              then we've done something wrong. Same goes for insubordination. If your child blatantly
              disregards your role as a parent in their life, then your not a very strong leader. It is because
              of our love for our children that we discipline them.
     B. Church
           1."above reproach" - repeated, therefore, must be of some importance.
           2. "must NOT be,"
                 a. arrogant- several times thru out scripture we see God calling to the most humble of people and using them for great things. Noah was the only righteous man God could find on the earth at the time. I'm sure that made him really popular among his contemporaries. Especially when he told them that it was going to rain and the earth would be flooded. Yet God used His humble servant to save mankind. Abraham was an old childless man at a time in history where children were considered part of your wealth. God used him to be the "father of many nations" David was a mere shepherd boy, and Moses had a speech problem, and they both led Israel. All these men and many more had reasons to be embarrassed and even humiliated, but God used them to transform history. To lead Gods church one must be humble.
                 b. quick tempered- This is not saying that we must not get angry. It's saying that we shouldn't have a short fuse if we are to lead God's people. Short fuses = rash decisions and God hates those. They never turn out for our own betterment. Moses breaking the tablets, David and Bathsheba, Peter and the Temple Guard. God can use a reaction, but he prefers to use a thought out action.
                 c. a drunkard- drunkenness is not a useful character trait for anything. When a person is drunk they tend to lose all inhibitions and frequently ignore their conscience/ Gods voice. While "a little wine" may be good for the body, alot of alcohol is good for nothing.
                 d. violent- How easy is it to attract someone to yourself when your punching them in the face? Violence is rarely a good quality and always brings more violence.
                 e. Greedy for gain- this doesn't say what kind of gain, just gain. So as a leader, we should not be looking to make a name for ourselves, or to make a fortune for ourselves. That should not be our driving force.
     C. Community
           1. Hospitable- The definition of hospitable is favorable to life and growth. A leader must be favorable to the life and growth of their community. What are you doing in your community? How are you leading your community to growth? To life? what kind of growth? Cancerous growth? I think of the "slum lords" of the big cities. Sure, you get a place to live for next to nothing, but it's not in the slightest bit habitable. The furnace doesn't work and you get more water from the hole in the roof than from the plumbing. What kind of life does that encourage? What kind of growth is that? we should be hospitable in our dealings with our community so we may reflect the love of Christ.
           2. a lover of good- not just a person who likes good or wants to do good. A LOVER of good. Well, what is good? I had to go back to the dictionary for this one. Even tho I know what good is, I couldn't describe it. This is what my dictionary says: That which is beneficial, admirable, pleasing, valuable, or useful. Wow! Do those words describe the things that you "love"? I think Philippians 4:8 says it nicely. " Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things."
          3. self controlled- When we think of self control many different things can come to mind. Control of the tongue, the body, the mind. How often do we lose control of these things? How often do we let a curse word slip? How many times while reading this has your mind slipped? It doesn't have to be evil to be bad. We should have control over these things more often than not.
         4. upright- When I think of this word I think of my piano teacher always trying to get me to correct my posture. "Sit upright Chuckie" she would say. Now as an adult I try to keep my posture in check because of back problems. One thing I've realized in this is that when my posture is correct I look more confident. I feel more confident. Are we confident in what we say we believe? Do we have faith in our faith?
         5. holy- We are to present ourselves a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable according to Rom. 12:2. Holy things are things that are set apart for the purpose of use by God. The holy of Holies was where God could manifest Himself in old testament times. We are to be the temple of God thru Christ. Are you a "holy" temple. Are you set apart from the world for God? Would other people know that?
         6. disciplined- much like self control but not the same. Discipline is the act of chastising ourselves when we fail. It is the recognition and decision to change what we were doing. It is the committing of ourselves to a standard higher than ourselves. Are you committed to the standard set by Christ? Do you even know that standard?
III. Conclusion.
       vs.9 "He must hold firm to the trustworthy word as taught, so that he may be able to give
                instruction in sound doctrine and also to rebuke those who contradict it."
We are to keep the trustworthy word. what is more trustworthy than the word of God? We are to know that word so that we can teach others, and rebuke those that preach against it. Do you know your trustworthy word? Do you know how to teach that word? Do you know how to defend it? This is what we as leaders in our homes, churches, and communities are charged to do. How can we teach that which we do not know? How can we defend the testimonies of the saints if we're not familiar with them? We need to take charge in these arena's and be the "few good men" that God charged us with. Can you handle the truth?
-Chuck